Dating!!!

Ok so I had been in a relationship for 2 years.  We finally ended everything 7 months ago.  It has been hard to put myself back out there because I cared for this guy a lot.  I honestly thought he was the one.  Well that wasn't true at all.  So my friend talked me into online dating.  Which scares me.   I finally went out with this guy.  Of course I had to have my friends sitting in the restaurant to make sure nothing crazy happened.  Oh the worst date of my life.  We had nothing in common and I have to admit I was really quit and didn't talk much.  Everyone told me to just go and put myself out there.  I have to admit I feel worse than ever because I don't think I was ready and shouldn't have listened to my friends.  I just kept missing oh whats his name...