Sunday, July 17, 2011

The Sun will Shine Again!!!!

So today was not a great day for me.   I happened to look on my ex's Facebook page and found out the girl he is dating are now in a relationship.  I don't understand people sometimes.  How can people say they miss you and than not even two weeks later be in a relationship with someone else.  I feel like I have wasted some great years on him that I can never get back.  I thought he was my one true love.  He obviously didn't feel the same way about me.  I think he wants me on the back burner.  Doesn't want me to have anyone but wants to play around with everyone.  So going forward I decided that this person shouldn't be in my life.  I have blocked him from my phone and closed my Facebook account.  All I can do is put one foot in front of the other and move on with my life.  I can't allow this person to effect my life anymore.  I am a good person and deserve a good guy that can see that.  I can't wait around hoping that he will change or even grow up.  People only change when they want to.   Maybe now I realize we were from two different worlds and I wanted different things.  It's time for the sun to come back out and shine on me for awhile.  Hoping for the best and trying to stay positive.  God has a plan for everything right?

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